is that all there is?

okay, so i'm at school right now studying. i'm at Glendon. i go there every once in a while to buy my metro pass because the line up is insane at Keele. i'm also at Glendon for academic advising. it's the first time i've ever gone there so i didn't know what to expect. to tell you the truth, i was hoping that there were some couses i still needed to take in order to graduate... like maybe some elective or some general education course. but, i guess i have everything fulfilled. now all i have to do is apply to graduate. this sucks. i mean.. i want to graduate, and i want to have a job and stuff. i'm sick and tired of being a student cause that's all i've been pretty much my entire life. i want something new and something challenging and i feel like everything i'm learning is all muddling up into one big confusion.

but.. i just can't stand to have something new. i don't know if i can go out there and try to sell myself and get job interviews and the like. i know it's hard getting a job right. so after i'm not in school anymore (after december), i'll have to find something to do. i'll still have my volunteer thing to do. i think i'll apply to some programs just in case i don't find any decent jobs. but i'm actually feeling pretty uncomfortable about this. *sigh* i should probably just concentrate my school work for now and worry about that stuff in the future.